Archangel Michael and Saint Gabriel.

In a recent mediumship session with a friend/client both archangel Michael and Saint Gabriel showed up and offered guidance. First archangel Michael, who was very clear, strict and stern about his views that day about the topic in question. His guidance was understood as very inflexible by the client (and myself) and we learned about how angels work, operate and serve. They serve unquestioningly and immediately always. Then (he wants to be called) Saint Gabriel showed up and I could feel what he has said, that even though he is thought of as an archangel, he really is more of a saint, in the saint group. His guidance offered on the same topics were gentle, compassionate and very flexible in how, flexible on the time line and all over kind and non intrusive. I learned that day that the reason guidance comes in differently at different times, it is because it depends on who you talk to up there. They all have different opinions, purposes and agendas just as we all do down here. : )

Archangel Saint Gabriel and the Golden Ones.

About a year and a half ago I had a bad mountain bike accident right in town, right in the middle of traffic. I fell really hard and had the breath knocked out of me completely. I needed help to get up and couldn't see anything but white light. Everything was White Light, the sky, the mountains, the road, buildings and cars. Everything was just white. I could make out all the people that gathered around because, even though they appeared as ovals of white light, these ovals were surrounded by about an inch of a golden aura. So in the ocean of white light there were these ovals of golden auras floating about.

There is much more to this story, but I will try to keep it short. I regained my normal sight after about 15 minutes (after I said "no!" three times, refusing the invitation to go home with the angels, it seems). I refused to go to the hospital but allowed the friendly police woman to drive me home, which she insisted on. I cracked three ribs (oh, that's painful) which I didn't feel until the following morning.

Immediately after the accident I could feel that my regular spirit guides were not present with me. So I asked; "who's there?" and the answer came; "We are the Golden Ones." I didn't know them, nor had I ever heard of them and I was just really annoyed because I had just come into a good working relationship with my, up until then, peeps; Mother Mary and archangel Michael. I refused to start over with new guides and didn't want to have to learn about these new ones working style, communication style and so on. I asked for Michael and Mother Mary back. And I got them back after a few weeks.

During this past year archangel Gabriel has introduced himself to me more and more as a spirit guide that is in charge of building up my earthly life. He wants me to call him Saint Gabriel. I was at first kind of intimidated by his presence and felt overwhelmed, he was SO bright. As time went on and he continued to show himself as a part of my team, I have come to accept that he is there.

During a meduimship session I was doing for a client/friend just the other day, archangel Garbiel came in and showed himself closely surrounded by a group of his helpers, and they were all of them glowing a golden light. And I realized that these were the Golden Ones, headed by archangel Saint Gabriel !!! I have incorporated them now more acceptingly into my life and also my work with people in mediumship sessions. Now finally the Golden Ones make sense to me. : )

It's rapturous.

I still have an extraordinarily bombastic need for quiet, stillness and peace. That's why I am going to Maine, to Rockport rather than Camden or Bar Harbor, or back to L.A. Well, we'll see. I still need to remove myself from the world.

Something is happening to me now, that I don't know what it is. Whether it is results from the kundalini or if it is just plain down loading of light that the lightworkers might be doing now. Maybe it's the new moon.

I've been buzzing and burning like cold fire for two days. I can barely stay conscious, in form. I feel a power developing that I don't know what it is and I don't know what to do with yet. I am totally physically dysfunctional. I can barely make myself a cup of tea.

Hard work, paid off.

This is where I have been for the past five years, working hard for change.

Happy birthday ! ! !

I have seen it rain from a clear blue sky, on the island of Gomera in the Canary Islands of Spain, off the coast of West Sahara in Africa. That stunned us all and people stopped what they were doing and went outside to just watch the strange weather phenomena.

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Last night, here in uptown Sedona, lightning lit up the night sky, for hours. No clouds and no thunder . . . and it went on for hours and hours. I could see the stars bright in the sky through all my huge windows. I was actually thinking it was the great mother ship coming to take us home. I was hoping they would take all my cats and my stuff too, especially my computer. : ) Really, very strange.

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In two days, on Wednesday the 22 of July, it is my birthday and I turn 44 (8 - you know, feng shui). I think I will perhaps do something magical, in nature, with a few aligned ones . . . perhaps.

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In two days, on Wednesday the 22 of July, there will be a total solar eclipse. There are some fears about this event, that it will stir up evil and craziness. But I don't think so.

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I guess we all have to love as much as we can then, eh.

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LOVE people ! ! ! LOVE ! ! !

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http://www.mreclipse.com/Special/SEprimer.html

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solar_eclipse

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solar_eclipse_of_July_22,_2009

http://www.exploratorium.edu/eclipse/

http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/space/solarsystem/sun/solareclipse.shtml

http://eclipse.gsfc.nasa.gov/eclipse.html

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Very strange life.

I had a very strong process of this (below) and couldn't understand why. I thought I was nutty, nuts and I wondered much. Now, on this time of being out of it, finally, I can see the process, lengthy as it was.

I get to go through everything strange, lengthy and in deep detail, so that I one day, hopefully, can explain it simply. That is my life. To explain everything that is possible in this field; spiritual and metaphysical. A mind bending life I have. One that makes me go to the depth and core of everything, so that through experience I'll be made to see what's what.

What experience have I not had? Done the shamanic, the dark, the shadows, the metaphysical, organic quantum physics, paranormal, supernatural, witchy, demonic, angelic, cosmic, mystical, magical, multidimensional, the world of energy and perception, tones, sound and energy as languages, vibration, frequency and so on. Luckily I studied theosophy a long time ago. That helped.

All I want is a normal life. But at least it's not boring. :)

The bombastic Light of this year.

As the light has been coming in this year, and coming in and coming in and . . . so tremendously. Is it the light coming down or is it us ascending into the higher . . . ?

I have been feeling such enormous amounts of light descending ever since the day after Christmas last and continuing every day since. It's been pushing me forcefully to go on-line and network. (???) There is something unique with this year. We can only wait and see. I read a lot about it here and there but I know this . . . it feels amazing. Some days, all I can do is lay down and feel it rush through my body and my life.

So then, one morning I woke up feeling a 100 times more empathic (and I was already quite so). It sent me reeling and I actually wobbled where I sat or walked. Very soon after this I became very ill, relating to the solar plexus. I ended up at the emergency room for a day and then 10 days at the hospital. Didn't think I'd get out with my life, but I did about a month and half ago.

It was terrible. My solar plexus cramped so violent. I had two healers visit me at the hospital and work on me.The first one to arrive looked into my solar plexus and that opened it up tremendously. I could feel all the old being forced off this planet, out through my solar plexus and all the new then coming in . . . all through my poor solar plexus. It was like armies and trains leaving and then golden legions of light arriving. I cramped violently only when I didn't allow for this mysterious process to take place. As you can imagine, it hurt to have trains move through my solar plexus. I had to stay wide open. So then, my pain went away. I don't know why they were using my soar plexus to move the worlds in and out. Did this happen to any of you??

Back home in my cute little house with my four young cats, in quiet and solitude I began to recover slowly and only now and then felt the need to have my solar plexus as big as a train station. I still can only eat foods I don't have to chew (must have no enzymes) or I get pain. I don't know how long it will take. One day a couple of weeks ago I went to a small gathering of sorts and on the way there I got very sick, while at this group I almost passed out and after that spent 10 days getting back to where I was when I thought I could go out and mingle.

I have become extremely sensitive. I can't let anyone come to the house. I can manage my animals and my house mate, but no visitors or my energy collapses totally. If I eat it collapses and if someone thinks of me, I drain also (unless it's all Love). I can feel everything so much more acutely. I can see the grids literally and thoughts and intentions (not yet formulated thoughts) on the grid are visible to me as objects. I can smell the wild animals outside. I need extremely clear and high vibration energy field around me or I collapse. I know I am learning a whole new set of sensitivities, grid awareness, and such. I know it will mellow out as time goes by. I will develop the new structure I need to have all this. You know? I know you all can feel it too in your own way. The Light is everywhere.

I was always tremendously empathic since a near death experience at the age of five and it has grown in sensitivity steadily over the years, but nothing like this has ever happened, where it jumped such a quantum leap for me. What's with this year?? What's happening?? What's with all the light?? Sure it's good, but what are we supposed to do now? All I get as an answer is; "Have fun!!" I feel like a retired light worker because I don't do much any more. The Great Light just swims through me at all times since the God - union / samadhi I experienced, the literal energetic absorption into the One, when my drop reached the ocean, literally.

So with all this newness, when can I go back to being in the world, having a normal social life, just living normally again? You know, the more strange things I experience, the more I am removed from the normal world and normal living. I don't think I . . . maybe I will never go back . . . back to being in the world again, like I used to be. What's going to become of me now? The changes I have experienced have taken me away from everything that was, that used to be and is not restoring to me any of what I had or what I was. I just keep getting more and more removed from anything ordinary, running more and more Light. What's going to become of me??

So this is my forum. I talk to the world through the web. I share in the growing Love that is spreading across the planet like wildfire now. I meet people on - line who are experiencing the same or similar. We are all rushing along this rapid river of no return to a fantastic land of perfect newness and it can only be good. I'd like to land in the tropics, in a place with only loving people, who laugh and play and are healthy and creative. I used to say to the above, place me where you need me to be and I ended up in terribly dark places surrounded by terribly dark people, beings and experiences. I was sent in to shed the light. (I know, you too.) Well, now it seems light is taking over and we won't need to be battling so much any more, just live in it, live in the Light and bathe in the Light joyfully. Isn't that so, everybody? We're being carried. We're being takes away, to a place so wonderful, where we can finally rejoice and rejuvenate, restore ourselves fully to what we are, to what we always were.

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Intense guidance.

I am absolutely overpowered by the energies of this new year, 2009!!! I am feeling such an intense rush of extremely high energies, and I know it's about the new year, but why and what's going to come of it, I do not know, no clue, so I am mystified.

All seems good though and I try all I can to just go with it. This energy has forced me to follow guidance to get out there and network on the web, for some reason. Everything is always one more step, the next step in this crazy journey of mine.

I am feeling intensely burnt out and at the same time I am hurried all day long to keep up with all the web connections I am making. It is a strange experience.

My guidance is very present and they are on it all day long; "do this, do that, now do this and now do that ..." So I keep up and try to listen. For several months last year, all I had to do was to lay low and be still. Now there is such activity, in a way. I am curious about the step following this one. Where am I being brought? What's really happening here?

All the while I am feeling so much extreme L-i-g-h-t and so much intense L-o-v-e, it is fantastic, incredible . . .

Light workers.

From "Wings" by Karen Bishop. (Yup, I relate totally.)

"We have recently completed a vital part of our evolutionary process here on planet Earth. In times past, we knew at some place deep within us, that we were here for a vital and important purpose. Simply being present here on the planet was purpose enough, as holding more light and vibrating higher served its’ own purpose all in itself. This purpose of times past involved raising the vibration of the planet, as we had decided as a group of souls to wrap things up here, to leave all our past 'incarnations' behind from eons of times ago, to let it all go, and thus begin the process of creating a very new and pristine planet Earth before we moved on to a very new universe that we had yet to experience.

This involved taking on many lower and more densely vibrating energies in order to transmute them through ourselves, becoming intentional 'healers', and striving at times to serve, lift up, and change the planet.

The first phase is now complete. We have taken things as far as they can go. We have infused our light, our energy, and much else of ourselves into an old world and brought it up to a very new level. We are now done.

How has this 'being done' manifested in our lives? We may feel very lost, no longer know what our roles are and what our identity is, we may feel that we have nothing to tap into or hold onto anymore, we may feel like we are 'floating' or simply hanging in a space of no space, or perhaps even feel useless with nothing to offer and nowhere left to go.

We may wonder what all this ascension stuff was ever about anyway. We may wonder if it was even real, if it made a difference at all, or perhaps if it was just one big joke. We may find that all we thought that we had learned is not happening at all or has even disappeared entirely. We may wonder if we were just going through some strange stage that is now over or maybe we just grew up. And we may even wonder if we have indeed gone backwards and are now living in an old reality where no higher ways, experiences, or energies exist at all.

This is normal. These feelings arise because our old roles are over now. And these old roles are all we have known in this current reality up until now. These feelings are common for ascension and are only temporary . . .

So now here we are. We have hopefully removed ourselves from much. Having experiences of 'being invisible', unnoticed, disregarded and disrespected, and perhaps mis-treated have taken place in order to encourage us to pull out and move on. Our job is now done. We no longer belong in the world of the old. It is OK to leave. We are no longer responsible for bringing up the vibration of the planet. This has been accomplished…we have succeeded.

Now what? Like very new babies with a very new start, we now get to choose with fresh new eyes. We get to tap into our pure innocence and tap into a whole new us. We get to begin again. We may regain our curiosity, our sense of wonder, and a pure and pristine sense of things . . .

We have graduated to a new level, but in many ways, we have yet to connect to that level. This can manifest as lower vibrating energies continuing to want access into our space, and even as thinking we have made new connections, jumping into them, but finding that the time has still not arrived, and we now need to back out and stay still for a while longer.

The rung of the vibrational ladder that we have just removed ourselves from, as we no longer need to hold that space, is still gelling. It is being set up and things are still being put into place. Once changes begin to be implemented, we will then get our 'high sign'. The old space has yet to anchor itself without us. This phase must occur before our very new phases and roles can get going.

As we are now evolving into earth angels, as this is our new and natural space on the energetic hierarchy, we need to have a vibrational level below the one we are now residing in, in existence so that we can be its’ angels. This process is occurring now and in divine and perfect order. So even though it may appear as though the economy and our old sources of income have completely stopped, dried up, and become non-existent, they are simply on hiatus as they are waiting for this gelling process to complete.

While we are waiting, then, we are making progress none-the-less. In small, progressive and steady steps, we are setting things up for our new roles and new connections. We will be paired with incredible new people and places in the new reality of 2009. These pairings and connections are rapidly taking place now, even if not evident in all ways. And while this gelling and preparation is in progress, we will indeed be taken care of. We will receive at times, just as much as we need to stay afloat while in the lull, even if in small and sporadic amounts.

We have thus been removed from much of everything. We are being divinely protected now. All is in order. We are being housed in a beautiful and loving womb until we can emerge once again in a very new reality of a very different order . . .

So although it may appear that things are tough, that much of everything has dried up for us, I can assure you that we are simply at the very end of one reality and now poised to enter a very new reality. We are done. We will now be reborn and offering our special gifts and talents as earth angels to those who need assistance from the next rung up on the ladder. Assistance for those who want to expand, who want to know how to create a new world, who want to reach higher, and who know that we can show them the way.

As the new angels of the earth, we know that the vibrational rung below us has free will to choose what it will create. We thus know that we need lovingly wait for it to be ready and for it to ask for our guidance. Just as when we resided at that level and asked for messages from 'above', we will now be 'above', and thus be providing these messages and this guidance for those needing it

I have (been) spending most of my time these days in the company of my non-physical companion. Over the most recent years, he arrived less and less frequently, as I needed to find my own guidance and council. Now, we are pretty much in the same space as this evolutionary process serves to continually move us up. We just hang out now as buddies, talking much through-out the day. But because of this, I also know that we will soon be parting ways. I have reached his level and will soon be receiving a new companion or 'guide'. 'My current guide has been with me for several years…since I began my process in 2000. I am so very sad to know that we will be parting. But our guides are only higher vibrating aspects of ourselves and when we reach this vibration and unite fully, we then connect to something very new and different . . . "

See more on www.Whatsuponplanetearth.com

A new world.

And so . . . light and truth are beginning to take over in the world . . .

To all the beloved light workers who have worked on raising the vibration . . . oneness, community and sharing is now soon becoming an outer reality of this new paradigm, not just an inner experience of raised consciousness. True beauty begins as the draconians withdraw and Light and grace takes over the Earth . . . so much to say . . . you know . . .

As in all of you, my heart is full. The hard work is showing results.

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I did believe that the upheaval of darkness and the dark agenda here in the millennium shift and paradigm shift would last much longer than it did. I feel a great promise with these new times. Obviously, a bit more rebellion will express itself from the dark forces still remaining but the strength of it will be minimal. Light has established itself overwhelmingly and massively on the Earth, as was always promised. I congratulate all light workers on this day, even though we barely made it alive, or with our sanity intact. Blessed be, you very many.

Rebirth.

I am going through something massive, a rebirth of sorts. Such rebirth. It even feels like Birth, to be specific. Being born now. I think it has to do with the Grace Light still changing things. Now it's going to get real, is what my angels say.

I am feeling very strange, infused, heavily infused. Something new is beginning. I am totally being born on a TOTALLY new level. I feel like I can't be a human being with a private and personal life any more and what unfolds is a personal and private life. As I feel it will all be service each moment, my comfort at home and in my private sphere grows, nothing else for now. There is no time for me, except when I sleep. But that is the time my angels talk to me, feed me the information about everything that is going on, about what's next, what to do and how. Always working. At the same time all I do now is chill and wait, let go and let Goddess. What is what?

But now, in ultimate bliss and well - being . . . surrender. Oh, my God, unbelievable rebirth. Recycling my ancient self.

Sat Yuga.

Grace is everywhere.

I thought it would be a descent of a few moments or a few hours
but it lasted for over a night and a day,
and it's still coming down.
Now I feel it in everything, everywhere, all the time, perfectly.


Is Now the first day of the true and all the way SatYuga?


The full on grace doesn't need to be invoked or prayed for
anymore,
doesn't come just from the awakened one, the enlightened one,
the guru.
It is everywhere and in everything at all times,
and it is wonderful !!!


The guru's job is over (thank God, hopefully)
or has changed into . . . what?

The New Age Coming.

Something has taken place in the Earth grids that now makes it . . .

if one doesn't go with God, ENTIRELY, NOW . . .

one will fall off the planet into a dark hole.

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I knew I was being prepared for something.

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Some people are forced to go with God and do it with extreme, great and violent resistance.

Our paths are picked for some of us, some are faced with choice and some just belong to the dark.

Ascending.

Yesterday, a light so massive.

I feel enormous amounts of light descending a lot. I feel it every day really, over the many months (years?) past. Yesterday it was really so massive, again.

All of a sudden I imagined not the light descending down over us all, but rather us, with physical bodies and all, ascending, up, up, up, and bringing with us not only our bodies but the whole dimension.

I feel many aspects of the Earth plane ascending with us as we go into light and higher dimensions. It feels as if all places, all areas of our material realm, will not go with it, the ascension, to the higher but just some areas of life and Earth plane that are prepared.

I wonder if we will wake up one day and drive down the road and find that our surroundings no longer look the same, our neighborhoods will be linked through space with new areas since not all regions are coming along into the new, and all will be different. That'll be the day, huh?

Loss and gain.

Is this a path of loss . . . or what? I have gained also; endurance, patience, tenacity, inventiveness, insight, spirituality, experience, travel, surrender, going with the flow, relationship with God, peace, serenity, calm, creativity, depth, metaphysical training and experience . . .

I have had fun too, loads of fun (HI, Gomera, Europe, L.A.). It didn't bother me to change and move and travel since that's what I wanted the most until all of a sudden I wanted to stop and settle down. That was my feeling when I came to L.A., to stop the moving and settle down. I felt that if I left L.A. and moved again, even just one more time, I would break, literally. Going from place to place continues though, still continues by itself. I left L.A. after many years there and now I am slowly breaking, literally, but it is a good breaking. I am becoming dissolved, here in the desert.

I have surrendered totally and given my life over to IT. I believe now the true and right life for me will be built up around me and through my life, by God and not my own whims, wishes and efforts. I do hear on the inside that now I can do whatever I want but I also hear that God can imagine for me better than I can imagine for myself. If it was up to me entirely, I would probably go back to L.A. It made so much sense to me there. But I am also open to see what else might be in store for moi.

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Ever so often I am forced to move. Then I again loose everything that has come into my life. Everything just folds in on itself and ceases. I have learned recently that as more and more Light pours in into ones life, the conditions of ones life drastically changes; that which is manifest around ones person dissolves and a new manifestation is created matching ones new and higher vibration, over and over and over. As Light has been pouring in intensely now for a while through the 11:11 portal our lives change over and over again. Being settled is near impossible. Life changes, starts to take off a little then collapses and starts over again somewhere else and in new ways and so on.

So, do we have to wait until the end of 2012 until we can settle down? I don't think I can wait that long. Nothing holds me. My spirit soars but I just want to land somewhere and be still, belong and be creative.

All this loss has steered my attention to God and my attention is now on God in every moment of every day. May God's will be done in all my affairs. Then we'll see what happens. Likely to be bigger and better, eh.

Loss.

I have experienced a lot of loss in my life, having moved so many times. Losing community, friends, familiarity, relatives, home, activities, belonging, togetherness, peace, serenity and so on over and over and over. Then as an adult I also moved many times and in '93 I went on the road, more or less, on a spiritual journey that lasted many years.

As the millennium turned, right away, I began loosing everything that was in my life, all that I had; relationship, friends, healing practice, apartment, finances and so on. It took a year. Something small took its place to hold me over temporarily. I lived OK for a year, a small life in Hollywood. In the beginning of 2004, in five days I lost everything in one fowl swoop; home, healing practice and finances. Then all of a sudden, in the end of 2004, I lived well in a nice house and with good finances in beautiful Santa Barbara. Then in 2006 I lost everything again over a period of several months. I spent the next year in hell, in great darkness. All of a sudden I was in Sedona, in a nice house with all my needs met, all things in place, serenity and enjoyment. Soon I had to move again and was lead to a nice place in the desert, on the country side outside of Sedona ... and so it goes.

Soon I will move again. All my things are in storage and I am uncertain of where to go next and why I can't just settle down. I know there has been a great break in my life, it was probably the millennium shift, it changed everything and is still making changes. I wonder what it is all for.

I found that if I want something and focus on it, I will have it and as soon as I relax to enjoy it I loose it, it goes away, as it wasn't meant to be there. It was a distraction from what is true for my life, my real life.

Now as my life is naked again, I wonder what it is for. What is my life for then if not to just play with, manifest a bunch of things, create experiences and so on? I have stopped filling it endlessly with things that turn out to be meaningless and pointless and sooner or later fall away. All that became so empty and only spurred my restlessness. So what now, what instead? What will fill this void? Anything? What is real and what is true since I loose all that I create, manifest or attract???

All that I have had seem so superficial. I made things happen because I didn't know what else to do, what to fill my life with. So now, I leave it totally empty and I believe that that which does move our lives will eventually fill my life, will show me what it is about.

God removed all fillers, all distractions, to replace it with what, eh???

Roller coaster is over.

I felt today, sensed it clearly, this shift in energy . . . The roller coaster intensity of chaos that have been strongly in the energy fields the past two years (so nothing has worked in the outer) and that have affected at least myself and my closest is now the energy of clarity, organized, working again, flowing normally. An organized, functioning, normal life will now return. GREAT !!

"Mother" is spreading out on the planet now. Soon ALL will be well for all and for all animals too. (Animal suffering is harder to take that human suffering for me.)

A time of tremendous wellness has begun; magic, alchemy, miracles and success. IT"S WORKING !!!

Don't hold on to what you have . . .

you can't even imagine what might happen instead.

It could be spectacular!!!!!!!!

Newness.

I am having so much information come in, so many images and such downloading taking place there is just so much I can do to keep up with taking notes, especially at night. Why at night, eh? Why's it coming in at night?

I will be posting it on my blogs as I can manage time wise. I am seeing tremendous new come in to my life here very soon, or has it already started? Definitely in the building phase so far but it has clearly started.

I was told in 2002 that I would join forces with someone and we would do some work together (met in 2004) and then we would travel to many sacred sites / power spots together, to further activate their ancient vibration. Well, the Sedona area is magnificent, the desert outside of Sedona, the amazing and pure waters underground that bubble up above ground in some places. We sit and watch and feel these sacred energies of this water from deep under ground here deep in the desert and it does something to us, all the people who come here. That's much of what we are doing here, being. (Well, working, sure, but also being in a big way.)

From the fall of 2004 until the summer of 2006 I was in Santa Barbara where I felt the giant crystals in the ground and hillsides become massively activated. When that was done I left, cathartically. Now I am about to leave Sedona soon to go to different areas in Colorado, to do, God knows what.