Archangel Michael and Saint Gabriel.

In a recent mediumship session with a friend/client both archangel Michael and Saint Gabriel showed up and offered guidance. First archangel Michael, who was very clear, strict and stern about his views that day about the topic in question. His guidance was understood as very inflexible by the client (and myself) and we learned about how angels work, operate and serve. They serve unquestioningly and immediately always. Then (he wants to be called) Saint Gabriel showed up and I could feel what he has said, that even though he is thought of as an archangel, he really is more of a saint, in the saint group. His guidance offered on the same topics were gentle, compassionate and very flexible in how, flexible on the time line and all over kind and non intrusive. I learned that day that the reason guidance comes in differently at different times, it is because it depends on who you talk to up there. They all have different opinions, purposes and agendas just as we all do down here. : )

Archangel Saint Gabriel and the Golden Ones.

About a year and a half ago I had a bad mountain bike accident right in town, right in the middle of traffic. I fell really hard and had the breath knocked out of me completely. I needed help to get up and couldn't see anything but white light. Everything was White Light, the sky, the mountains, the road, buildings and cars. Everything was just white. I could make out all the people that gathered around because, even though they appeared as ovals of white light, these ovals were surrounded by about an inch of a golden aura. So in the ocean of white light there were these ovals of golden auras floating about.

There is much more to this story, but I will try to keep it short. I regained my normal sight after about 15 minutes (after I said "no!" three times, refusing the invitation to go home with the angels, it seems). I refused to go to the hospital but allowed the friendly police woman to drive me home, which she insisted on. I cracked three ribs (oh, that's painful) which I didn't feel until the following morning.

Immediately after the accident I could feel that my regular spirit guides were not present with me. So I asked; "who's there?" and the answer came; "We are the Golden Ones." I didn't know them, nor had I ever heard of them and I was just really annoyed because I had just come into a good working relationship with my, up until then, peeps; Mother Mary and archangel Michael. I refused to start over with new guides and didn't want to have to learn about these new ones working style, communication style and so on. I asked for Michael and Mother Mary back. And I got them back after a few weeks.

During this past year archangel Gabriel has introduced himself to me more and more as a spirit guide that is in charge of building up my earthly life. He wants me to call him Saint Gabriel. I was at first kind of intimidated by his presence and felt overwhelmed, he was SO bright. As time went on and he continued to show himself as a part of my team, I have come to accept that he is there.

During a meduimship session I was doing for a client/friend just the other day, archangel Garbiel came in and showed himself closely surrounded by a group of his helpers, and they were all of them glowing a golden light. And I realized that these were the Golden Ones, headed by archangel Saint Gabriel !!! I have incorporated them now more acceptingly into my life and also my work with people in mediumship sessions. Now finally the Golden Ones make sense to me. : )

Hard work, paid off.

This is where I have been for the past five years, working hard for change.

Meditation grace.

What do I do now that I don't do energy work any more?

I meditate on the troubles of the world, hours every day. There is such disharmony and imbalance, destruction and fear. Even in my immediate surroundings - much upheaval.

In meditation there is grace. Grace creates order, balance and harmony; which gives birth to love and prosperity, abundance and sustenance for all. Grace plows through fear, rebellion, wilfulness, resistance, hatred and many more unaligned energies. Grace brings order in chaos, blessings to the world.

Thank you !!!

If one only thinks about what one wants, that which one has, begin to look like nothing. One becomes miserable and unhappy, nothing works and one experiences loss.

If one keeps saying "Thank you", that which one has, begin to look like rich, golden blessings. One becomes deeply grateful and happy and everything works out gloriously and grow into more blessings.

Everything that haunts one in life that one does not want, that follow one where ever one goes, one is to absorb it into ones being . . . and it stops having power over one. Not to reject it or push it away.

Very strange life.

I had a very strong process of this (below) and couldn't understand why. I thought I was nutty, nuts and I wondered much. Now, on this time of being out of it, finally, I can see the process, lengthy as it was.

I get to go through everything strange, lengthy and in deep detail, so that I one day, hopefully, can explain it simply. That is my life. To explain everything that is possible in this field; spiritual and metaphysical. A mind bending life I have. One that makes me go to the depth and core of everything, so that through experience I'll be made to see what's what.

What experience have I not had? Done the shamanic, the dark, the shadows, the metaphysical, organic quantum physics, paranormal, supernatural, witchy, demonic, angelic, cosmic, mystical, magical, multidimensional, the world of energy and perception, tones, sound and energy as languages, vibration, frequency and so on. Luckily I studied theosophy a long time ago. That helped.

All I want is a normal life. But at least it's not boring. :)

Stop the focus. Stop the goal.

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ONENESS - actual and factual.
Merger with the Absolute, absorption into the All and All,
melting into the One, God - Union, samadhi.

God - Union is literal, not conceptual.

God - Union is
when ones energy grids, ones energy make - up,
ones aura's substance, meridians and patterns,
ones individualized unit of consciousness collapse
and completely dissolve and melt into the Universal grid.
The Universal grid is now you.
The essence that moves through the Universal grid
becomes your Consciousness.

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Everybody is imprinted with stories, some very much and very deeply and some lightly, and most relate to the story as life.

One day, in tangent with and as a result of God - Union, ones stories will be wiped away totally, literally and completely. When there is no longer any stories or imprints running, rather only the whole of cosmos, the totality of consciousness through ones being and field of awareness, the mind will bend . . . and lose control, loose its structure, function and blue print, until it ceases to be. It melts and dissolves, and Awareness remains. The story of creation just flows through it all with all of its options and crossroads. Clarity remains, ease, peace, emptiness . . . filled with the story and movement of creation, the Greater Whole.

What may follow is a period, sometimes long, perhaps many years, of thought confusion since there is a habit of running certain thought forms and beliefs, and create happenings from wishes and whims; personal stories.

A thinking process is still possible and from habit one may still form stories; thinking patterns, questions, considering, concerns about creation, control, wishes, wants, desires and so on. It can take an amazing amount of time before this habit is relaxed, this function of recreating patterns of personal story.

It can take a very long time before the reverberation, the reflections, the remaining residues of this previous hologram eventually dissolve and slowly melts away. And it can feel worse than it ever did before, because of trying to hold on to the familiar and the understood when it’s all just being pulled away. The letting go of the mind functions and the understood in the world view can be the most difficult and excruciating. All this is a process in the energetic transformation that the kundalini brings, a metaphysical transformation.

The compulsive recreating of that which is known and understood one day ceases, and the filling of the thought field ceases and awareness becomes clear and undisturbed and forever. Awareness that is One with Universal Consciousness. But that doesn't mean one knows everything or perceives everything all at once. It means a stillness, limitless expansiveness, emptiness, non - activity. Freedom from doing, desire, controlling, intending, wishing, working hard for a goal, goals, considering, thinking, wondering. Once it is done, it is a big shift. It becomes a perfect placing with What Is in the Here and Now. Then no more personal agitation. One full orb of Nothing.

The energy that comes from within me, through my body, goes out into the world and brings back to me that which is for me. The energy of Truth brings that which is true and right for my life's story line, my journey through life . . . path and destiny unfolding. (Yes, I know, there are those who experience that they "create their own reality". There is a time for each experience.) Not from will or focus or thinking or figuring, but from the vibration of Absolute Reality, through the form into the world. That which is to be will come. I don't have to make a decision or a plan, I don't have to decide, I don't have to know . . . It will come that which is to be, effortlessly.

The bombastic Light of this year.

As the light has been coming in this year, and coming in and coming in and . . . so tremendously. Is it the light coming down or is it us ascending into the higher . . . ?

I have been feeling such enormous amounts of light descending ever since the day after Christmas last and continuing every day since. It's been pushing me forcefully to go on-line and network. (???) There is something unique with this year. We can only wait and see. I read a lot about it here and there but I know this . . . it feels amazing. Some days, all I can do is lay down and feel it rush through my body and my life.

So then, one morning I woke up feeling a 100 times more empathic (and I was already quite so). It sent me reeling and I actually wobbled where I sat or walked. Very soon after this I became very ill, relating to the solar plexus. I ended up at the emergency room for a day and then 10 days at the hospital. Didn't think I'd get out with my life, but I did about a month and half ago.

It was terrible. My solar plexus cramped so violent. I had two healers visit me at the hospital and work on me.The first one to arrive looked into my solar plexus and that opened it up tremendously. I could feel all the old being forced off this planet, out through my solar plexus and all the new then coming in . . . all through my poor solar plexus. It was like armies and trains leaving and then golden legions of light arriving. I cramped violently only when I didn't allow for this mysterious process to take place. As you can imagine, it hurt to have trains move through my solar plexus. I had to stay wide open. So then, my pain went away. I don't know why they were using my soar plexus to move the worlds in and out. Did this happen to any of you??

Back home in my cute little house with my four young cats, in quiet and solitude I began to recover slowly and only now and then felt the need to have my solar plexus as big as a train station. I still can only eat foods I don't have to chew (must have no enzymes) or I get pain. I don't know how long it will take. One day a couple of weeks ago I went to a small gathering of sorts and on the way there I got very sick, while at this group I almost passed out and after that spent 10 days getting back to where I was when I thought I could go out and mingle.

I have become extremely sensitive. I can't let anyone come to the house. I can manage my animals and my house mate, but no visitors or my energy collapses totally. If I eat it collapses and if someone thinks of me, I drain also (unless it's all Love). I can feel everything so much more acutely. I can see the grids literally and thoughts and intentions (not yet formulated thoughts) on the grid are visible to me as objects. I can smell the wild animals outside. I need extremely clear and high vibration energy field around me or I collapse. I know I am learning a whole new set of sensitivities, grid awareness, and such. I know it will mellow out as time goes by. I will develop the new structure I need to have all this. You know? I know you all can feel it too in your own way. The Light is everywhere.

I was always tremendously empathic since a near death experience at the age of five and it has grown in sensitivity steadily over the years, but nothing like this has ever happened, where it jumped such a quantum leap for me. What's with this year?? What's happening?? What's with all the light?? Sure it's good, but what are we supposed to do now? All I get as an answer is; "Have fun!!" I feel like a retired light worker because I don't do much any more. The Great Light just swims through me at all times since the God - union / samadhi I experienced, the literal energetic absorption into the One, when my drop reached the ocean, literally.

So with all this newness, when can I go back to being in the world, having a normal social life, just living normally again? You know, the more strange things I experience, the more I am removed from the normal world and normal living. I don't think I . . . maybe I will never go back . . . back to being in the world again, like I used to be. What's going to become of me now? The changes I have experienced have taken me away from everything that was, that used to be and is not restoring to me any of what I had or what I was. I just keep getting more and more removed from anything ordinary, running more and more Light. What's going to become of me??

So this is my forum. I talk to the world through the web. I share in the growing Love that is spreading across the planet like wildfire now. I meet people on - line who are experiencing the same or similar. We are all rushing along this rapid river of no return to a fantastic land of perfect newness and it can only be good. I'd like to land in the tropics, in a place with only loving people, who laugh and play and are healthy and creative. I used to say to the above, place me where you need me to be and I ended up in terribly dark places surrounded by terribly dark people, beings and experiences. I was sent in to shed the light. (I know, you too.) Well, now it seems light is taking over and we won't need to be battling so much any more, just live in it, live in the Light and bathe in the Light joyfully. Isn't that so, everybody? We're being carried. We're being takes away, to a place so wonderful, where we can finally rejoice and rejuvenate, restore ourselves fully to what we are, to what we always were.

Trees and Faery.

I created another network,
a place for sharing stories about the thinning of the veils
between dimensions, faery experiences, the unusual
and nature worship.


Called

TREES AND FAERY.

www.TreesAndFaery.ning.com

My cyber sangha.

Fabulously, fantastically, finally finished . . .

My cyber sangha and spiritual network - ETERNAL FOUNTAIN.

Check it out !!!

As Sarah.

Parts of who I am today . . .

. . . were parts of who was incarnated as Sarah . . .

I am more than those parts . . .

and more parts of Sarah are out there in a few others today.

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It was described like this to me by the guides;

"Many things go in and out of one another. It's very hard to be linear. It's more like waves heaving and falling on the surface of the water, the ocean, endlessly in and out of everything. Everything moves into everything else."

Live psychedelically.

One doesn't have to be on drugs to live psychedelically,
just look at life openly,
be in the moment and let go.

Psssssssssssssssychedelic . . .

Everything is psychedelic,
everything in life is psychedelic . . .
everything is a shaman's journey . . .

Shifting and opening.

I am shifting so much here in the New that my cat is having to help me as much as she can afford. I can barely breathe. I feel such opening, that it is physically uncomfortable. It is in the outer life yet the other day my head opened so much it pushed my head back. I had to lay down on my back. There was a pressure in the center of my head, behind the sinuses, a massive opening. I could only lay back and let it. What was that? To know everything?

Roller coaster is over.

I felt today, sensed it clearly, this shift in energy . . . The roller coaster intensity of chaos that have been strongly in the energy fields the past two years (so nothing has worked in the outer) and that have affected at least myself and my closest is now the energy of clarity, organized, working again, flowing normally. An organized, functioning, normal life will now return. GREAT !!

"Mother" is spreading out on the planet now. Soon ALL will be well for all and for all animals too. (Animal suffering is harder to take that human suffering for me.)

A time of tremendous wellness has begun; magic, alchemy, miracles and success. IT"S WORKING !!!

Newness.

I am having so much information come in, so many images and such downloading taking place there is just so much I can do to keep up with taking notes, especially at night. Why at night, eh? Why's it coming in at night?

I will be posting it on my blogs as I can manage time wise. I am seeing tremendous new come in to my life here very soon, or has it already started? Definitely in the building phase so far but it has clearly started.

I was told in 2002 that I would join forces with someone and we would do some work together (met in 2004) and then we would travel to many sacred sites / power spots together, to further activate their ancient vibration. Well, the Sedona area is magnificent, the desert outside of Sedona, the amazing and pure waters underground that bubble up above ground in some places. We sit and watch and feel these sacred energies of this water from deep under ground here deep in the desert and it does something to us, all the people who come here. That's much of what we are doing here, being. (Well, working, sure, but also being in a big way.)

From the fall of 2004 until the summer of 2006 I was in Santa Barbara where I felt the giant crystals in the ground and hillsides become massively activated. When that was done I left, cathartically. Now I am about to leave Sedona soon to go to different areas in Colorado, to do, God knows what.

Soon moving.

A turbulence of tremendously intense energies have been swirling through me the past couple of days, moving through the cosmos building the new, fantastic and great. All I can do is hold on to the edges of creation and be still, be as still as I can. Something is about to come into our lives very soon, something very great. I have a feeling it will be very soon, a great change from this sitting still and observing the great flow of energies. We're going, we're moving forward. Thank you for the perfect guidance.

Transmuting grief.

The grief of the people of the world move through my body like a tornado. I am fortunate to have been reorganized / rewired so to be one with the universal grid, so I am not ripped apart. Hoping to be able to transmute some of this tragedy, as one of all the grid workers and light workers out there. God bless you all! I guess all we can do now is to just let it rip through us. Shine the Light in Love !!

Primordial instinct.

Primordially, instinctively, DNA protecting, evolution promoting . . . the female cannot tolerate the male being anything less than he can be. He must be on top of his game at all times of the day. If he is not on top of his game at any one point he will see her wrath. And he does, regularly. This is a divine feminine / divine masculine dynamic. It's primal, it's instinctual. It's a woman 's instinct and duty to tell him the truth. It's his job to listen and see the the depth from where it comes. If she cares about him she will tell him her truth. If he cares about her he'll listen. If she tells the truth and he listens, he will be successful and so provide for her.

Chakra union.

I have a new chakra, a chakra that is being created continously by all my other chakras, a unity field chakra. My chakras are clear (more or less) and have expanded in clarity and are creating a new big chakra around my whole body. My chakras seem to be holding this great new oneness chakra in place, generating it, around my whole body. It is white. My body is inside of this new chakra and all the other chakras still exist within this big One chakra and are creating it consistently.

The radiance from the clarity of and the balance between the chakras seem to be creating a balanced life experience on all levels. Harmony and grace unfold as all experiences continue to unfold as they should. My eyes and what used to be mind observe harmoniously, quietly.

The unity chakra creates perfection and keep in place all that which is meant to be, in perfect perfection and absolute balance. A continuously perfect creation of and manifestation of the One destiny.

Wolf.

I remember you still...

...and I will for the rest of my days.

Won't you come again?