In a recent mediumship session with a friend/client both archangel Michael and Saint Gabriel showed up and offered guidance. First archangel Michael, who was very clear, strict and stern about his views that day about the topic in question. His guidance was understood as very inflexible by the client (and myself) and we learned about how angels work, operate and serve. They serve unquestioningly and immediately always. Then (he wants to be called) Saint Gabriel showed up and I could feel what he has said, that even though he is thought of as an archangel, he really is more of a saint, in the saint group. His guidance offered on the same topics were gentle, compassionate and very flexible in how, flexible on the time line and all over kind and non intrusive. I learned that day that the reason guidance comes in differently at different times, it is because it depends on who you talk to up there. They all have different opinions, purposes and agendas just as we all do down here. : )Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Archangel Michael and Saint Gabriel.
In a recent mediumship session with a friend/client both archangel Michael and Saint Gabriel showed up and offered guidance. First archangel Michael, who was very clear, strict and stern about his views that day about the topic in question. His guidance was understood as very inflexible by the client (and myself) and we learned about how angels work, operate and serve. They serve unquestioningly and immediately always. Then (he wants to be called) Saint Gabriel showed up and I could feel what he has said, that even though he is thought of as an archangel, he really is more of a saint, in the saint group. His guidance offered on the same topics were gentle, compassionate and very flexible in how, flexible on the time line and all over kind and non intrusive. I learned that day that the reason guidance comes in differently at different times, it is because it depends on who you talk to up there. They all have different opinions, purposes and agendas just as we all do down here. : )Archangel Saint Gabriel and the Golden Ones.

During this past year archangel Gabriel has introduced himself to me more and more as a spirit guide that is in charge of building up my earthly life. He wants me to call him Saint Gabriel. I was at first kind of intimidated by his presence and felt overwhelmed, he was SO bright. As time went on and he continued to show himself as a part of my team, I have come to accept that he is there.
During a meduimship session I was doing for a client/friend just the other day, archangel Garbiel came in and showed himself closely surrounded by a group of his helpers, and they were all of them glowing a golden light. And I realized that these were the Golden Ones, headed by archangel Saint Gabriel !!! I have incorporated them now more acceptingly into my life and also my work with people in mediumship sessions. Now finally the Golden Ones make sense to me. : )
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
It's rapturous.

Something is happening to me now, that I don't know what it is. Whether it is results from the kundalini or if it is just plain down loading of light that the lightworkers might be doing now. Maybe it's the new moon.
I've been buzzing and burning like cold fire for two days. I can barely stay conscious, in form. I feel a power developing that I don't know what it is and I don't know what to do with yet. I am totally physically dysfunctional. I can barely make myself a cup of tea.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
After the solstice.
I can't hear my guides any more, not since the summer solstice. I am kept in a cocoon of light and I can't see or hear anything.Monday, July 20, 2009
Happy birthday ! ! !

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Monday, July 6, 2009
Meditation grace.

I meditate on the troubles of the world, hours every day. There is such disharmony and imbalance, destruction and fear. Even in my immediate surroundings - much upheaval.
In meditation there is grace. Grace creates order, balance and harmony; which gives birth to love and prosperity, abundance and sustenance for all. Grace plows through fear, rebellion, wilfulness, resistance, hatred and many more unaligned energies. Grace brings order in chaos, blessings to the world.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Oceans of Bliss !!!
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Very strange life.
I get to go through everything strange, lengthy and in deep detail, so that I one day, hopefully, can explain it simply. That is my life. To explain everything that is possible in this field; spiritual and metaphysical. A mind bending life I have. One that makes me go to the depth and core of everything, so that through experience I'll be made to see what's what.
What experience have I not had? Done the shamanic, the dark, the shadows, the metaphysical, organic quantum physics, paranormal, supernatural, witchy, demonic, angelic, cosmic, mystical, magical, multidimensional, the world of energy and perception, tones, sound and energy as languages, vibration, frequency and so on. Luckily I studied theosophy a long time ago. That helped.
All I want is a normal life. But at least it's not boring. :)
Sunday, April 19, 2009
The bombastic Light of this year.

I have been feeling such enormous amounts of light descending ever since the day after Christmas last and continuing every day since. It's been pushing me forcefully to go on-line and network. (???) There is something unique with this year. We can only wait and see. I read a lot about it here and there but I know this . . . it feels amazing. Some days, all I can do is lay down and feel it rush through my body and my life.
So then, one morning I woke up feeling a 100 times more empathic (and I was already quite so). It sent me reeling and I actually wobbled where I sat or walked. Very soon after this I became very ill, relating to the solar plexus. I ended up at the emergency room for a day and then 10 days at the hospital. Didn't think I'd get out with my life, but I did about a month and half ago.
It was terrible. My solar plexus cramped so violent. I had two healers visit me at the hospital and work on me.The first one to arrive looked into my solar plexus and that opened it up tremendously. I could feel all the old being forced off this planet, out through my solar plexus and all the new then coming in . . . all through my poor solar plexus. It was like armies and trains leaving and then golden legions of light arriving. I cramped violently only when I didn't allow for this mysterious process to take place. As you can imagine, it hurt to have trains move through my solar plexus. I had to stay wide open. So then, my pain went away. I don't know why they were using my soar plexus to move the worlds in and out. Did this happen to any of you??
Back home in my cute little house with my four young cats, in quiet and solitude I began to recover slowly and only now and then felt the need to have my solar plexus as big as a train station. I still can only eat foods I don't have to chew (must have no enzymes) or I get pain. I don't know how long it will take. One day a couple of weeks ago I went to a small gathering of sorts and on the way there I got very sick, while at this group I almost passed out and after that spent 10 days getting back to where I was when I thought I could go out and mingle.
I have become extremely sensitive. I can't let anyone come to the house. I can manage my animals and my house mate, but no visitors or my energy collapses totally. If I eat it collapses and if someone thinks of me, I drain also (unless it's all Love). I can feel everything so much more acutely. I can see the grids literally and thoughts and intentions (not yet formulated thoughts) on the grid are visible to me as objects. I can smell the wild animals outside. I need extremely clear and high vibration energy field around me or I collapse. I know I am learning a whole new set of sensitivities, grid awareness, and such. I know it will mellow out as time goes by. I will develop the new structure I need to have all this. You know? I know you all can feel it too in your own way. The Light is everywhere.
I was always tremendously empathic since a near death experience at the age of five and it has grown in sensitivity steadily over the years, but nothing like this has ever happened, where it jumped such a quantum leap for me. What's with this year?? What's happening?? What's with all the light?? Sure it's good, but what are we supposed to do now? All I get as an answer is; "Have fun!!" I feel like a retired light worker because I don't do much any more. The Great Light just swims through me at all times since the God - union / samadhi I experienced, the literal energetic absorption into the One, when my drop reached the ocean, literally.
So with all this newness, when can I go back to being in the world, having a normal social life, just living normally again? You know, the more strange things I experience, the more I am removed from the normal world and normal living. I don't think I . . . maybe I will never go back . . . back to being in the world again, like I used to be. What's going to become of me now? The changes I have experienced have taken me away from everything that was, that used to be and is not restoring to me any of what I had or what I was. I just keep getting more and more removed from anything ordinary, running more and more Light. What's going to become of me??
So this is my forum. I talk to the world through the web. I share in the growing Love that is spreading across the planet like wildfire now. I meet people on - line who are experiencing the same or similar. We are all rushing along this rapid river of no return to a fantastic land of perfect newness and it can only be good. I'd like to land in the tropics, in a place with only loving people, who laugh and play and are healthy and creative. I used to say to the above, place me where you need me to be and I ended up in terribly dark places surrounded by terribly dark people, beings and experiences. I was sent in to shed the light. (I know, you too.) Well, now it seems light is taking over and we won't need to be battling so much any more, just live in it, live in the Light and bathe in the Light joyfully. Isn't that so, everybody? We're being carried. We're being takes away, to a place so wonderful, where we can finally rejoice and rejuvenate, restore ourselves fully to what we are, to what we always were.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
My cyber sangha.
Fabulously, fantastically, finally finished . . .
My cyber sangha and spiritual network - ETERNAL FOUNTAIN.
Check it out !!!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Intense guidance.

All seems good though and I try all I can to just go with it. This energy has forced me to follow guidance to get out there and network on the web, for some reason. Everything is always one more step, the next step in this crazy journey of mine.
I am feeling intensely burnt out and at the same time I am hurried all day long to keep up with all the web connections I am making. It is a strange experience.
My guidance is very present and they are on it all day long; "do this, do that, now do this and now do that ..." So I keep up and try to listen. For several months last year, all I had to do was to lay low and be still. Now there is such activity, in a way. I am curious about the step following this one. Where am I being brought? What's really happening here?
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Light workers.
From "Wings" by Karen Bishop. (Yup, I relate totally.)
"We have recently completed a vital part of our evolutionary process here on planet Earth. In times past, we knew at some place deep within us, that we were here for a vital and important purpose. Simply being present here on the planet was purpose enough, as holding more light and vibrating higher served its’ own purpose all in itself. This purpose of times past involved raising the vibration of the planet, as we had decided as a group of souls to wrap things up here, to leave all our past 'incarnations' behind from eons of times ago, to let it all go, and thus begin the process of creating a very new and pristine planet Earth before we moved on to a very new universe that we had yet to experience.
This involved taking on many lower and more densely vibrating energies in order to transmute them through ourselves, becoming intentional 'healers', and striving at times to serve, lift up, and change the planet.
The first phase is now complete. We have taken things as far as they can go. We have infused our light, our energy, and much else of ourselves into an old world and brought it up to a very new level. We are now done.
How has this 'being done' manifested in our lives? We may feel very lost, no longer know what our roles are and what our identity is, we may feel that we have nothing to tap into or hold onto anymore, we may feel like we are 'floating' or simply hanging in a space of no space, or perhaps even feel useless with nothing to offer and nowhere left to go.
We may wonder what all this ascension stuff was ever about anyway. We may wonder if it was even real, if it made a difference at all, or perhaps if it was just one big joke. We may find that all we thought that we had learned is not happening at all or has even disappeared entirely. We may wonder if we were just going through some strange stage that is now over or maybe we just grew up. And we may even wonder if we have indeed gone backwards and are now living in an old reality where no higher ways, experiences, or energies exist at all.
This is normal. These feelings arise because our old roles are over now. And these old roles are all we have known in this current reality up until now. These feelings are common for ascension and are only temporary . . .
So now here we are. We have hopefully removed ourselves from much. Having experiences of 'being invisible', unnoticed, disregarded and disrespected, and perhaps mis-treated have taken place in order to encourage us to pull out and move on. Our job is now done. We no longer belong in the world of the old. It is OK to leave. We are no longer responsible for bringing up the vibration of the planet. This has been accomplished…we have succeeded.
We have graduated to a new level, but in many ways, we have yet to connect to that level. This can manifest as lower vibrating energies continuing to want access into our space, and even as thinking we have made new connections, jumping into them, but finding that the time has still not arrived, and we now need to back out and stay still for a while longer.
The rung of the vibrational ladder that we have just removed ourselves from, as we no longer need to hold that space, is still gelling. It is being set up and things are still being put into place. Once changes begin to be implemented, we will then get our 'high sign'. The old space has yet to anchor itself without us. This phase must occur before our very new phases and roles can get going.
As we are now evolving into earth angels, as this is our new and natural space on the energetic hierarchy, we need to have a vibrational level below the one we are now residing in, in existence so that we can be its’ angels. This process is occurring now and in divine and perfect order. So even though it may appear as though the economy and our old sources of income have completely stopped, dried up, and become non-existent, they are simply on hiatus as they are waiting for this gelling process to complete.
While we are waiting, then, we are making progress none-the-less. In small, progressive and steady steps, we are setting things up for our new roles and new connections. We will be paired with incredible new people and places in the new reality of 2009. These pairings and connections are rapidly taking place now, even if not evident in all ways. And while this gelling and preparation is in progress, we will indeed be taken care of. We will receive at times, just as much as we need to stay afloat while in the lull, even if in small and sporadic amounts.
So although it may appear that things are tough, that much of everything has dried up for us, I can assure you that we are simply at the very end of one reality and now poised to enter a very new reality. We are done. We will now be reborn and offering our special gifts and talents as earth angels to those who need assistance from the next rung up on the ladder. Assistance for those who want to expand, who want to know how to create a new world, who want to reach higher, and who know that we can show them the way.
As the new angels of the earth, we know that the vibrational rung below us has free will to choose what it will create. We thus know that we need lovingly wait for it to be ready and for it to ask for our guidance. Just as when we resided at that level and asked for messages from 'above', we will now be 'above', and thus be providing these messages and this guidance for those needing it
I have (been) spending most of my time these days in the company of my non-physical companion. Over the most recent years, he arrived less and less frequently, as I needed to find my own guidance and council. Now, we are pretty much in the same space as this evolutionary process serves to continually move us up. We just hang out now as buddies, talking much through-out the day. But because of this, I also know that we will soon be parting ways. I have reached his level and will soon be receiving a new companion or 'guide'. 'My current guide has been with me for several years…since I began my process in 2000. I am so very sad to know that we will be parting. But our guides are only higher vibrating aspects of ourselves and when we reach this vibration and unite fully, we then connect to something very new and different . . . "
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008
A new world.

To all the beloved light workers who have worked on raising the vibration . . . oneness, community and sharing is now soon becoming an outer reality of this new paradigm, not just an inner experience of raised consciousness. True beauty begins as the draconians withdraw and Light and grace takes over the Earth . . . so much to say . . . you know . . .
I did believe that the upheaval of darkness and the dark agenda here in the millennium shift and paradigm shift would last much longer than it did. I feel a great promise with these new times. Obviously, a bit more rebellion will express itself from the dark forces still remaining but the strength of it will be minimal. Light has established itself overwhelmingly and massively on the Earth, as was always promised. I congratulate all light workers on this day, even though we barely made it alive, or with our sanity intact. Blessed be, you very many.




