Cryptic is
always, daily, in all the most unexpected moments,
attacking my connection to the divine and doing so
suddenly, harshly and violently; and so I find myself
deepening enormously my commitment to the Light,
my trust in the above, my faith in what I know
and my connection to the divine.
As a gift,
a nasty one, an ugly one, an uninvited one, an unwanted one,
the whole stretched out experience makes me dissolve
whatever inner veils of doubt I might have had
and whatever I might still have
(since the cryptic is still there).
In the story of life, I am forced to accept God as the ultimate
grace in my life, the ultimate ruler of my life,
the maker of my life, the guide;
forced to surrender to it.
When my faith and surrender are complete,
cryptic will be gone.
always, daily, in all the most unexpected moments,
attacking my connection to the divine and doing so
suddenly, harshly and violently; and so I find myself
deepening enormously my commitment to the Light,
my trust in the above, my faith in what I know
and my connection to the divine.
As a gift,
a nasty one, an ugly one, an uninvited one, an unwanted one,
the whole stretched out experience makes me dissolve
whatever inner veils of doubt I might have had
and whatever I might still have
(since the cryptic is still there).
In the story of life, I am forced to accept God as the ultimate
grace in my life, the ultimate ruler of my life,
the maker of my life, the guide;
forced to surrender to it.
When my faith and surrender are complete,
cryptic will be gone.
