Everything is so tremendously beautiful and perfect now that it scares me somewhat. I feel as if life is so perfect now that it feels like I have to reject parts of it. Does that make sense? It feels so sweet, so beautiful and so perfect that it's uncomfortable. How is that? My physical body and my being has a hard time absorbing it all and wants to shut down to some degree. I struggle with just letting it happen and just letting it be. I don't even understand it myself. The sweetness is intense. Thank you Mother.