Monday, May 14, 2007

Supernova forever exploding.

I feel like a supernova. I used to feel like a nuclear bomb going off. That was a couple of weeks ago. Now I feel more like a supernova continuously exploding. It has settled down a little bit and feeling like a supernova has become a bit normal now, mellower. My mind goes in and out of storm winds.

I don't seem to be able to relate to others in the ways they expect that I should. I have such a different world view. I feel like I am on the other side. "Break on through..." you know. I prefer to be silent. And others can't really relate to me either, and maybe there is not really anybody there.

I just want to blast everything to pieces and reveal naked Love for all.